"Low Blow" lyrics

I'm at a loss for words
And you're responsible
"You're not like other girls"
I've heard that one before

Maybe I need to get
You out my system
Easier to forget

But you never even called to
Say you were too bored to
Spend any time in my company
Took a hit right to the ego
Yeah it was a low blow
Knowing that you never wanted me

My healthy self esteem
Begins decaying
Don't let it get to me
I keep on saying

Easier said than done
Perhaps unhealthy
And also never fun
Waiting for you to want me

But you never even called to
Say you were too bored to
Spend any time in my company
Took a hit right to the ego
Yeah it was a low blow
Knowing that you never wanted me

But you never even called to
(I thought that you might have me over again)
Say you were too bored to
(After we made out I thought we could be friends)
Spend any time in my company
Took a hit right to the ego
Yeah it was a low blow
Knowing that you never wanted me

Why do I want this so bad?
I'm here again I hate this game
I should move on I know that
But my heart jumps when I hear your name

But you never even called to
Say you were too bored to
Spend any time in my company
Took a hit right to the ego
Yeah it was a low blow
Knowing that you never wanted me

Yeah you never even called to say you were too bored
To spend any time in my company darlin' I adored you
Kills me when you see my messages
Still you just ignore them
At a loss my heart's bankrupt for you
Yeah, I can't afford to keep feeling this way