"And A Big Load" lyrics

"And A Big Load"

Is it time to take a bow?
Waking up in the worst of company
Is there anyone around? No
All alone it's just these thoughts and me

Am I ever gonna make things right?
Am I gonna grow up now and say I'm sorry
Take another shot in stride
When you see me throw up now you won't be sorry

Choking on apologies
I can't get out
A word
I'm useless
Nothing good can come of me
I'm sure of this
Another burden

Take another minute
Maybe take my life
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone
I'm just a burden

Still a part of me wants to get better I know this I saw him there
In the mirror a decade ago
Bleeding, hungry, and unprepared
And I know what comes next
I'm laying down to rest
By myself in my bed but I won't wake up so I've been trying to quit

Never gonna get it
Never gonna get it
Oh it's just committing
Oh it's just committing
Oh it's just committing

Choking on apologies
I can't get out
A word
I'm useless
Nothing good can come of me
I'm sure of this
Another burden

Take another minute
Maybe take my life
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone
I'm just a burden

Is it time to take a bow?
Waking up in the worst of company
Is there anyone around? No
All alone it's just these thoughts and me

Never gonna get it
Never gonna get it
Oh it's just committing
Oh it's just committing
Oh it's just committing

Choking on apologies
I can't get out
A word
I'm useless
Nothing good can come of me
I'm sure of this
Another burden

Take another minute
Maybe take my life
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone
I'm just a burden


Writer(s): Christopher S Freeman, Nathan Joseph Sanville, Brandon L Blakeley, Ryan Michael Malicsi, Jonah David Kramer
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