"I've Been Places" lyrics

I've been places I never should have been
Thinking thoughts I never should have been thinking
"Haha just laugh it off"
'Cause that's just what I do best these days

I don't need you if I don't need to change
I don't want to believe I've stayed the same
When I'm moving swiftly I can stay away
(After miles and miles with all the muck I've treaded)

When did I started losing your gaze?
I had no idea sin could travel this way
I'm a stranger in an old land
A foreigner stuck in a familiar place

These skies are nothing that I haven't seen
Same grey but I tell myself they're worth revisiting
(Not a chance)

I can go the distance
Pick up my feet and leave with all persistence
(Can I pay back this debt with sweat?)
I can go the distance
Pick up my feet and leave with all persistence
(Let me pay back this debt with sweat)

Tell me that I'm good enough
Tell me that I've done enough
Is it enough to just be good?
Do I have to Love Right now?
Do I have to be so strong?
This guilty head of mine needs freeing from
All the here-say, talk and chatter about what I've done
Father, I'm at a loss

I've been places I never should have been
Thinking thoughts I never should have been thinking
If I spent enough time away I'd be okay
But after all this talk of travel and what I have
It's you that I don't have
But I know it's you that I should have