"COME ALIVE" lyrics

All I want is Jesus, not he PG white man
Got the Holy Spirit twisting like a humble hype man
Got my father mistaken for thinking I'm the right hand
He put the son there
When he move a finger, watch the light pan

Father, keep me humble
J went lower than 'em all but rose up from the rubble
I want the true gospel, not the one that keep me troubled
I'm talking mentally 'cause tribulation built my muscle
Lord, I'm sorry that your greatness didn't fit my puzzle

I tried to box him in the attic 'til I needed comfort
Pull the Christmas blanket out, when it's time to cuddle
'Til he cut the rug, trashed the box and left me puzzled
I used to think I had that dog in me 'til I got muzzled

I'm a mess, father
They couldn't guess, father
I do my best, father
Why I'm still depressed, father?

I grow one season
Why I feel like I digressed, father?
What's the meaning
What's the beating in my chest, father?

Why do I feel pain daily
8 days a week
I would say 7, but no
Sabbath got me way too weak
Somehow, I gained the whole world, while I'm losing sleep

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

Make new in me
Make new

This growth ain't easy
These shows ain't easy
Tryna make peace with music pros ain't easy
The flow stay even
The road stay squeezing
I get depleted, but fans still cheering

Greed turn to grieving
My feast need Ephesians
I seek first the kingdom
Receive what I pleaded

Heaven's where I'm seated
Reminder very needed
OCD close to me, but then I feel Jesus

Hand on my shoulder
The truth of my existence is the one that made Moses
The one that made Joseph
The one that made the colors on my coat that was stolen
This one new pain the mostest

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

Make new in me
Make new in me

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

I wanna come alive
Need to come alive

Make new in me
Make new in me

If I'm a product, I'm a product of the most high
Most fly
Most close by
When the foes close the line
Close my eyes
Take me back to dad's humble apple pie

Spent some time in ellijay
I'm still the apple of your eye
They would never get that line
Unless they look it up online

That's the type of life I lived away from public eye
Watching phineas and ferb
Heat the summertime
Watched the show all the time
Never thought they'd ever come to mine

First name Christopher
Last name Hulvey
Rap name Hulvey

Granddad Hulvey probably would've taught me not to yell, when they low-blow me
But I lost him at seven
I pray this anger don't control me
Strangers don't know me
Haters don't know me

That's OK
Father, what's the play?
I'm focused like Kobe
When he come back
That's my comeback
This' that auburn, Alabama, field goal, return, run back
Got my lunch back
Climbing up the tower of success made me hunch back
But we ain't done. Let's unpack

He will return for me, for me, for me
Listen
I'm waiting on the warm embrace
Waiting on the light to shine that make 'em hide their face
Waiting on the good teacher that got my "F" erased
Waiting on the good leader that led me to this place
I can't wait to get home just like my aunt Grace
Amen, amen