"Fever Dreams" lyrics

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have

I live off cigarettes and old photos of you
Drinkin' wine, thinkin' why I ain't told you the truth
Got no excuse to not control what I do
I don't know how all these mind games make me closer to you
I can't sleep no more, I keep seein' your ghost in my room
Just a myth that I made up, I've never known the real you
Persian rugs, on my own in the booth
Wanna quit rappin' but that's how all my emotions come through
I keep manifestin' destinies that's breakin' my heart
I self-sabotage for the sake of my art
I build our home and then I take it apart
How nobody's seemed to notice I've been fakin' my laugh
Jack Dan's hit, I've been sippin' straight from the flask
Maybe I'll last, maybe I won't, but it's crazy to ask
I bite her neck, she stick the stake in my heart
Survivor's guilt, I never thought I'd ever make it this far

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have

I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have
I can't make her real
She's just a dream I have
I feel these scars
But still take everything I have