"Manic Disorder" lyrics

I'm ashamed I swear I hate these conversations with myself
Since the day I tasted her been chasing what I felt
She been tryna save me got no patience to get help
I ain't proud of makin' it I'm shaking in my shell
Don't hang around and wasted turn a snake into a belt
Before they stab my back I put their razor to myself
We hot boys baby, we make a glaciers wanna melt
They tried to cancel Benny but my face still on the shelf
Everyday I wake up and get baked all by myself
People say they got me, I ain't waiting for they help
All my opps is hating on they self
Cause I ain't on the block no more but got stocks flaked at they old self
All my bitches sniffing on that Ricky Martin
Acetone Brittany Mr whippy till the bricky harden
I ain't been outside in a minute
Since she left me I been messy, Imma die from these women

Pezzy make the paint peel
Gas until my tank filled
Tremmy killed these tremors
Fuck that bitch know how this pain feel
Go on baby
Yeah go twist your little angle
We both been through hell
You wear those wings like you're an angel
Dancing in the darkness
Calis from this carnage
I've got pennies for my thoughts
And I'm hanging from this harness
I gave my arm up for these artists
We both wore the weather
Now this thunder ain't so harmless
Bring me to my knees, I be clawing for the doorstep
Tightening up her strings and keep me tangled like her corset
Left it under lock and if she knock the message morbid
I've been missing for a week these mixed emotions off in orbit
Bandages and Band-aids, I can't help myself but fall apart
Painted as a villain, still convince myself it's for the art
Lap on the loop until we back at the start
She spread her wings and stuck a stake through my heart