"Covered In Curses" lyrics

I might fuck around and lose my head
My hands are heavy, ready to panic, runnin' right into the wall
Head first, I'm covered in curses
Wherever the worst is, I'm waitin' for it to show me somethin'
I guess I'll hide in this hole that I made
Don't try and save me, I've been dyin' lately
Run along, run along, just another sad song
Swear to God, this'll probably be the death of me

2:30, got some worries on my nightstand
It just hit me, I'm right in the middle of my lifespan
I don't wanna waste it, never been complacent
Waiting for the day, I hate the way that I've been chasin'
I can't feel anything anymore
Yeah, you can find me in the shadows, I've climbin' up the gallows
I'm hangin' around 'til I waste away slowly
Havin' a meltdown, just drag me to Hell now

I might fuck around and lose my head
My hands are heavy, ready to panic, runnin' right into the wall
Head first, I'm covered in curses
Wherever the worst is, I'm waitin' for it to show me somethin'
I guess I'll hide in this hole that I made
Don't try and save me, I've been dyin' lately
Run along, run along, just another sad song
Swear to God, this'll probably be the death of me