"Go If You Want To" lyrics

My world is looking different, lost a little bit of color
Pictures in my head from when I used to call you "Lover"
I don't really know where I'm headed with this message
I learned a lesson, yeah
You cut the rope that our soul was tied
I hope you know that I never lied, and
It crushed me up, but I've still got a perfect spine

So go if you want to, I don't really care
You left me in the dark, in a blacked-out bedroom
Tearing me apart, really wish I never met you
I can't get you out of my head
So take what you want too, I don't really want you
I don't really need you, I don't wanna see you
Sick of always chasing, I won't wait this time

You caught me off guard, I finally put it past me
Think of all the times that we spent inside a backseat
Wait a minute, that's too personal, right?
You stole my heart like a thief in the night
Why do you love to haunt me if you never want me again?
I, I can feel your ghost, you still hold me close
But I put it in the past, now that's too bad
Now you're in the background, ain't that sad it ended this way?
But you're never gonna see me cry, so-

Go if you want to, I don't really care
You left me in the dark, in a blacked-out bedroom
Tearing me apart, really wish I never met you
I can't get you out of my head
So take what you want too, I don't really want you
I don't really need you, I don't wanna see you
Sick of always chasing, I won't wait this time

I won't wait, it's way too late
Saw the look on your face when you sealed my fate, but it's alright
See, I ain't even really mad and I hope that you're happy
I'm just playing, I'm mad and I'm going down, down, way too far
I found a place to hide my scars
I'm bound to get out
'Til my head's above the clouds without you
I ain't letting you bring me down
I'm way ahead of you, how's that sound?
What a shame, I hate the way you made me smile

So go if you want to, I don't really care
You left me in the dark, in a blacked-out bedroom
Tearing me apart, really wish I never met you
I can't get you out of my—

Go if you want to, I don't really care
You left me in the dark, in a blacked-out bedroom
Tearing me apart, really wish I never met you
I can't get you out of my head
So take what you want too, I don't really want you
I don't really need you, I don't wanna see you
Sick of always chasing, I won't wait this time