"Fallen" lyrics

I've fallen way too many times
I can't remember all that I have left behind
Been so lost in the dark without a light to guide me
All hope is gone
Now do you finally see?

I want to escape my thoughts
Living inside my fucking head
And every day nothing but complete dread

And if I fall apart
Will you help me to carry on
And pick up the pieces
That once was my heart?

I'm calling out to you
Nothing else matters
If only you fucking knew
The walls are crumbling down
When will this be the end?
Trapped below the weight of regret
I'm afraid this will be the best it gets

And if I fall apart
Will you help me to carry on
And pick up the pieces
That once was my heart?
And if I start to fade
Will you be there to save me?
Tell me I'm not alone
'Cause I can't do this on my own

And what if I just disappeared now?
Would you even care if I disappeared now?