"Drift" lyrics

I never thought I'd drift away
I'll never fall in line again

I'm slowly fading away
Slipping into an endless coma
I'm right where I want to be
I'm slowly drifting
Drifting so far from here

Silence fills the heavy air
I feel a calm wash over me
Everything starts to make sense
So sick of this feeling
It never ends

I never thought I'd drift away
I'll never fall in line again
I never thought It'd end this way
I'll never fall in line again

I'm gripping to the floor
Don't take this away from me
This sick mind was made up long ago
I lay still and yet it feels like twenty below
My eyes can't take this tension anymore

I never thought I'd drift away
I'll never fall in line again
I never thought It'd end this way
I'll never fall in line again

When will this finally be over?
I'm slowly drifting away
I can finally sleep
And now I'm slowly drifting
I'm drifting further away
You will find me here where I took my last breath
Just let me drown
The worst is almost over
The worst is over

So sick of this feeling
I will spiral down this early grave

A selfish waste of space
A useless body that's full of hate
I'll spend eternity in the fucking dirt
Free-fall away from the hurt
I am drifting away
Nothing more left to say