"Shit Gets Real" lyrics

I bang my head and I cut my skin
Then I break my heart 'til the pain sets in
'Cause I only feel
When shit gets real

I used to care, I used to be angry
Now I'm numb, I don't give a fuck anymore
I once blocked the streets, but don't call me
Nothing gets me up or out the door

I used to think and have an opinion
Stand strong, that's what I recall
Now I feel like I'm one in a billion
So, I'm staring at the wall

'Cause lately I don't feel nothing at all

I bang my head and I cut my skin
Then I break my heart 'til the pain sets in
'Cause I only feel
When shit gets real

I bang my head and I cut my skin
Then I break my heart 'til the pain sets in
'Cause I only feel
When shit gets real
When shit gets real

I used to watch and I used to listen
But thank God for [?]
What am I supposed to be missing?
Somebody please stick a needle in my ear

I used to fear and I used to worry
But this is over and, honestly, I couldn't care less
No sweat, I'm not in a hurry
I gave up, I must confess

'Cause lately [?]

I bang my head and I cut my skin
Then I break my heart 'til the pain sets in
'Cause I only feel
When shit gets real

I bang my head and I cut my skin
Then I break my heart 'til the pain sets in
'Cause I only feel
When shit gets real
When shit gets real

I used to be angry
Now I don't give a fuck
I used to be angry
Now I don't give a fuck
I used to be angry
Now I don't give a fuck
I used to be angry
Now I don't give a fuck