"Constant Faking" lyrics

I could do what I want, but I'm still not free
I need a break from the guy I'm supposed to be
Playing games of charades fucked with my health
When I look and the mirror's fallen off the shelf
For a change, I repeat myself

This constant faking has been changing my reality
This life I'm wasting, it belongs to me
My mind's been choosing an illusion, so I'll never see
No, I am taking what belongs to me
Belongs to me, yeah, yeah, yeah

I could be anywhere, but I'm stuck at home
Locked up and held hostage by my phone
Always trying to impose, I became a liar and a fraud
Half of my face is smiling, but my eyes are shot
So is this really all I've got?

This constant faking has been changing my reality
This life I'm wasting, it belongs to me
My mind's been choosing an illusion, so I'll never see
No, I am taking what belongs to me
Belongs to me, yeah, yeah, yeah

Me, I'm aware that the joke's on me
And I bet even if the world was ending
I'd still be pretending
But wait, am I for real or a masquerade?
Will I be able to see the beauty that lies
In front of my eyes?

This constant faking has been changing my reality
This life I'm wasting, it belongs to me

This constant faking has been changing my reality
This life I'm wasting, it belongs to me
My mind's been choosing an illusion, so I'll never see
No, I am taking what belongs to me
Belongs to me, yeah, yeah, yeah