"Let The Memories Die" lyrics

I don't wanna work it out
I just wanna say goodbye
I just need to leave the lie to dream of you and I dying
(Yeah, yeah)

Hate the way that I been depressed
The more you yell, the more I know you less
Go ahead and get it off your chest
Not that I don't care, it's just
I'm the type to show no expression when I'm upset
Some things that you said tonight
Crossed a line that I can't forget, and
I don't raise my voice, nah
Not the way I was raised, so
Tried to find a flight, but
Left my phone on airplane mode
Parking lot when I sat in silence
Which one of us changed who?
Said you're sorry, yeah, me too, but

I don't wanna work it out
I just wanna say goodbye
I just need to leave the lie to dream of you and I dying
Can't tell me that you're happy now
And it's just you and I
I just need to leave the lie to dream if you and I die
(Yeah, yeah)

Defended you when I know they right
Took more than you gave, that's fine
It's just all of that wasted time
Tryna make some stars align
And I ain't no saint
Mistakes still stain my name
These wings, they made from blades
Moved on, but the bars the same
That's a cage, you'll never know that feeling
Empty rooms, clothes in a bag
Callin' home to unattached
Used to make life plans right here
Now I'm the one living in the past
There's moving on and moving fast
When you called me up, said you're in love, and

I don't wanna work it out
I just wanna say goodbye
I just need to leave the lie to dream of you and I dying
Can't tell me that you're happy now
And it's just you and I
I just need to leave the lie to dream if you and I die

Couple years since then
Maybe it's an age thing, maybe I'm done chasing
Resentment, tripping, fading
Trauma healing more
Holding on to memories, obsessing to explore
'Til I realized
That relationship between us wasn't me
It was me being selfish every day
'Cause it was me tryna prove to me that I'm good enough for you to stay