"FMFMA" lyrics
I'm trying to love me, to love me again
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
(Yeah)
No matter what I do, it's never good enough for you
Make us go ghost 'cause I see right through you
Pointing fingers at each other, who knew after all this time
Couldn't stay loyal through the thunder
Man, don't you wonder where we'd be, yeah?
If I never took your love, if you gave me what I needed
Self-worth, self-love, healing
Therapist tellin' me I need some medication, yeah
Tell me how you medicate a soul that's bleedin'?
Lost fate, and I blame you for it
Got a sad face, and the rain keeps pourin'
Wearin' all black in a sunset orange
Twenty-eight years, and we just keep goin'
Happiness came, and the old me stole it
Is it ironic that I hate you for it?
Ninety-nine on the dash, I floored it
Wish you left, but you know I'm
I'm trying to love me, to love me again
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
Sunsets and silence and silence again
Trying to love me, did I lose you again?
You want me to leave, and I struggle to stay
You keep turnin' new leaves, I keep turnin' the page
All I say to myself, "You know, maybe one day"
Or maybe one day I'll hate what I became
'Cause I hate that I care so much
Tryna fix all the things I touch
Feel nothin' when I give so much
No blood 'cause I bleed out trust
So now you know why if I'm cold to the touch, I
Wonder if I'll bleed out
What we were seemed nothin' but a dream now
Maybe it's time that I cleaned house
Makin' a scene every time we talk about it
Don't you get it? You're the mess in this clean house, ay
Told me you'd be there for me
Nowadays wouldn't even go and say a prayer for me
Thankin' God only when you wanna get some clarity
Made for more than this, but you're actin' like this all you'll be
Say you wanna change, but you never wanna change, uh
Don't know what you waitin' for, nothin' gonna change yuh
Since the first record, we just went the wrong way, yeah
Honestly tired, are you tired hearin' me sayin' I'm
I'm trying to love me, to love me again
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
Sunsets and silence and silence again
Trying to love me, did I lose you again?
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
(Yeah)
No matter what I do, it's never good enough for you
Make us go ghost 'cause I see right through you
Pointing fingers at each other, who knew after all this time
Couldn't stay loyal through the thunder
Man, don't you wonder where we'd be, yeah?
If I never took your love, if you gave me what I needed
Self-worth, self-love, healing
Therapist tellin' me I need some medication, yeah
Tell me how you medicate a soul that's bleedin'?
Lost fate, and I blame you for it
Got a sad face, and the rain keeps pourin'
Wearin' all black in a sunset orange
Twenty-eight years, and we just keep goin'
Happiness came, and the old me stole it
Is it ironic that I hate you for it?
Ninety-nine on the dash, I floored it
Wish you left, but you know I'm
I'm trying to love me, to love me again
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
Sunsets and silence and silence again
Trying to love me, did I lose you again?
You want me to leave, and I struggle to stay
You keep turnin' new leaves, I keep turnin' the page
All I say to myself, "You know, maybe one day"
Or maybe one day I'll hate what I became
'Cause I hate that I care so much
Tryna fix all the things I touch
Feel nothin' when I give so much
No blood 'cause I bleed out trust
So now you know why if I'm cold to the touch, I
Wonder if I'll bleed out
What we were seemed nothin' but a dream now
Maybe it's time that I cleaned house
Makin' a scene every time we talk about it
Don't you get it? You're the mess in this clean house, ay
Told me you'd be there for me
Nowadays wouldn't even go and say a prayer for me
Thankin' God only when you wanna get some clarity
Made for more than this, but you're actin' like this all you'll be
Say you wanna change, but you never wanna change, uh
Don't know what you waitin' for, nothin' gonna change yuh
Since the first record, we just went the wrong way, yeah
Honestly tired, are you tired hearin' me sayin' I'm
I'm trying to love me, to love me again
Forgive me, my absence hurt you in the end
Sunsets and silence and silence again
Trying to love me, did I lose you again?
