"So Happy" lyrics

Haven't felt myself, haven't been myself, baby
I know it ain't your fault, I'm the one who never calls

I know that you moved on
But I love seeing you so happy
Seeing you so happy, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)
Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)
Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)
Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you
It's a long ride home

Lotta pain where I came from
Memories, yeah, we made some
What's the top if you lost one? Hey
Don't you know I hurt a lot, but you'll never say that?
Saw a lot of things, but you didn't see that
Givin' too much, yeah, I gave it all up
And you never want to give what you can't take back, oh no

Hangin' my heart right out this window
Tears out this window, yeah
Even though

I know that you moved on
But I love seeing you so happy
Seeing you so happy, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)
Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)
Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)
Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you
It's a long ride home

Hole in my chest, but it hurts right there
Whole lotta trips, but I've gone nowhere
All in my head, but I'm not all there, yeah
Took a first step and they all just stare
Hard to believe God put me through all of this
Just to end aback where it started, and
If I saw you right now, I'd do it all again
If I saw you now, I wouldn't mention it

Hangin' my heart right out this window
Tears out this window, yeah
Even though

I know that you moved on
But I love seeing you so happy
Seeing you so happy, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Partyin' on my own (I'm on my own)
Sittin' on a train-ride home (On a train-ride home)
Though I'm lookin' at my phone (Lookin' at my phone)
Though I'm thinkin' 'bout you, you, you
It's a long ride home