"The Last Thing I Write" lyrics

If this is the last thing that I write
I'd like to think that I'd be satisfied
I won't waste anymore of my life
Grasping at straws
I'd rather quit and say I'm glad I tried

I hope I never make it

At the expense of someone else

And if I have to fake it
I'd rather die
I'd rather quit
I'd rather fucking kill myself

I talked to Sam the other day
He still believes that I can make it big
When I'm alone I sit and pray
Either God's deaf or the whole system's rigged

I hope I never make it

At the expense of someone else

And if I have to fake it
I'd rather die
I'd rather quit
I'd rather fucking kill myself