"Natural At Disaster" lyrics

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health
Tryna fix you made me break myself
It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity
You reeled me in
I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities
But now your ignorance kinda scares me
Someone's gotta say it

'Cause you were all snakes no ladders
You're happiest when you make me sadder
Tried to help you, but it didn't matter
You're a natural at disaster
Tryna build a bridge out of matches
But then you breathe out and fire catches
Everything you touch turns to ashes
You're a natural at disaster

Wreaking havoc
Everything you do is problematic
Never getting better
When you're stuck in your ways forever
So here's a medal
You fooled me into thinking I was special
Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level
So on a level
I'm pretty sure that you're the devil

'Cause you were all snakes no ladders
You're happiest when you make me sadder
Tried to help you, but it didn't matter
You're a natural at disaster
Tryna build a bridge out of matches
But then you breathe out and fire catches
Everything you touch turns to ashes

Well done you for raining on every parade till it turns black and blue
It's just what you do
And well done me for letting you step over every single boundary
Does that make me weak?

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you
Without negatively impacting my mental health