"Self Saboteur" lyrics

I'm always fucking it up
Self saboteur
I know I'm worthy of love
But I hit and run
I hate when I give up
I don't get hurt
If I hurt you first

But it rains when you hold me
And it burns when we touch
And I drown in your voice
It's every time you hit me up
And I know how you want me
I see it in your eyes
But I just need a little time

You're bringing heaven to me
Why do I put me through hell?
I'm feeling shackled and free
I'm fucking scared, can you tell?
You're bringing heaven to me

Something's gotta go wrong
Self saboteur
So weak, pretending I'm strong
Your kiss is the cure
So tell me, what did I do to deserve someone like you?
It feels too good to be true, yeah

But it rains when you hold me
And it burns when we touch
But I just need a little time

You're bringing heaven to me
Why do I put me through hell?
I'm feeling shackled and free
I'm fucking scared, can you tell?
You're bringing heaven to me
So high, when I'm hitting the floor
I love it
It's so high, with my body on yours
I love it
It's so high, I can't run anymore
So I keep coming for more
Oh, when you
You're bringing heaven to me

I'm always fucking it up
Self saboteur

You're bringing heaven to me
Why do I put me through hell?
I'm feeling shackled and free
I'm fucking scared, can you tell?
You're bringing heaven to me

You're bringing heaven to me