"dysphoria" lyrics

It won't make sense to you, stop putting yourself in my business
I'm not like you so stop thinking that I'm your best interest
I got no message, let me know, I don't think I can fix this
Wish I could go back in time, I'd put an end to this mess

It's not the same, it's not the same
It's not the same, it's not the same

Never left my room but I still feel like I'm on top of the world
Would you feel nothing or feel pain? If you were me, you'd feel the same
Put my mind to paper, I think that I died like five years ago
If you died on social media would anyone know?
You can yell at me all you want just know it won't change a thing
All the leaves will come back but I'll be gone by the spring
I won't get along with anyone 'cause they don't like me
Can't talk to anyone 'cause they will never get what I mean

It's not the same, it's not the same
It's not the same, it's not the same

You only say I'm not ugly because I know you're my friend
One day I'll be a stranger on the pavement and I'll have no friends
You only say I'm not ugly because I know you're my friend
One day I'll be a stranger on the pavement and I'll have no friends
You only say I'm not ugly because I know you're my friend
One day I'll be a stranger on the pavement and I'll have no friends (One, two)
You only say I'm not ugly because I know you're my friend (Three, four)
One day I'll be a stranger on the pavement and I'll have no friends (Five, six)
You only say I'm not ugly because I know you're my friend (Seven, eight)
One day I'll be a stranger on the pavement and I'll have no friends (Nine)
(Ten)