"Sober" lyrics

My demons poured in
And tore me apart
I let down my guard
And I broke your heart
Not making excuses
I know I'm the one to blame

I'm in the grips of an illness
That's what they say
But I still have to own
What I can't explain
Like all those mistakes
I made that made you walk away, but I'm

Sober now, I finally figured out
It wasn't you, it was me
I was too blind to see
Wish I'd known, what I know now
But I can't change the past
And I'm still sorry for all of that
If I could, I would go back
Not ruined all we had
And would put that bottle down, but I'm
Sober now

I can't recall
All of my lies
But I still remember
Seeing you cry
When I'd stumble in
After I told you I'd change

There's only so much
A levee can take
If the water don't stop
It's bound to break
I don't blame you for leaving
And saving yourself from the weight, but I'm

Sober now, I finally figured out
It wasn't you, it was me
I was too blind to see
Wish I'd known, what I know now
But I can't change the past
And I'm still sorry for all of that
If I could, I would go back
Not ruined all we had
And would put that bottle down, but I'm
Sober now

Yeah I'm

Sober now, I finally figured out
It wasn't you, it was me
I was too blind to see
Wish I'd known, what I know now
But I can't change the past
And I'm still sorry for all of that
If I could, I would go back
Not ruined all we had
And would put that bottle down, but I'm
Sober now