"Human Becoming" lyrics

I wish I could rewire my head
And rewrite most of the things I've said
And I wanna break my heart again
But I still talk myself out of bed

Cause I'm not a human being
If anything
I'm a human becoming
And I hope that you're proud of me
I'm gonna be
After more learning and loving
I'm a human becoming

I'm trying to grow but I can't tell
I still don't know myself that well
They say you're lucky if you keep 5 good friends
But I haven't found that many yet

Cause I'm not a human being
If anything
I'm a human becoming
And I hope that you're proud of me
I'm gonna be
After more learning and loving
I'm a human becoming

I wish I could know how this all ends
But all I've got is what this moment gives

Cause I'm not a human being
If anything
I'm a human becoming
And I hope that you're proud of me
I'm gonna be
After more learning and loving
I'm a human becoming
Me