"SAFE" lyrics

How do I brace the love?
What does it take to trust?
Don't know if I'm safe with Ya
Tell me I'm safe with Ya
You said You'd take the cup
All that I taste is blood
Don't know if I'm safe with Ya
Tell me if I'm safe with Ya
I might be arriving, am I dying?
'Cause all these colors blinding
Is my name in writing?
And we riding on lightning
I think I lost myself, nowhere to find me
Forgot to remind me

Yeah, what's up?
Valley of the shadow and it's just us
Headed to the gallows with my cross on me (Cross on)
Know they waiting in the shadows just to bust me up (Bust me up, ah)
I'm too emphatic, that's how God made me
All these dramatics, they said I'm David
All around me danger, they said He saved me
Said I'm the way, yeah
I grew up on the coast and I'm sinking fast
Screaming at the Ghost
I was seventeen when my heart got broken
But I was only eleven when I gave up on hope
And I was twenty-seven when I first dialed 988
And I flaked in the moment, mental break ain't romans
Heavenly Father, would You even bother with someone like me?
With someone like me

How do I brace the love?
What does it take to trust?
Don't know if I'm safe with Ya
Tell me I'm safe with Ya
You said You'd take the cup
All that I taste is blood
Don't know if I'm safe with Ya
Tell me that I'm safe with Ya
I might be arriving, am I dying?
'Cause dawn is coming, it's blinding
Is my name in writing?
And we riding on lightning
I think I lost myself, nowhere to find me
Forgot to remind me