"WONT FLY (JESUS AT MY DOOR)" lyrics

I got dreams, but I got no time
I hear Jesus at my door tonight
Can't let Him see me, I'll just go and hide
I'm too scared of what we gon' find
Cross my T's and black out both eyes
All my seasons look like one night
All my deeds can't make one wrong right
Can't grow wings, so that just won't fly

Close up, I'm tore up, with no way
If I can sew it up, maybe You'll love me
Hold up, let me grow up
And then show up when I'm someone
And I bet You'll love me

Rid of it, I can't get rid of it
Still spinnin' like that for days, sweet like cinnamon
You jokin' a little bit, but You know where I should've been
Can't take You serious when You say I'm innocent (Who's innocent?)
Light up the darkest room when I'm up there, still runnin' from the Son
Lost myself in the move, but it's okay, I don't wanna be the one
Tellin' myself they can fix me somewhere
There's gotta be someone somewhere
I think I'm almost done here, life just so unfair
They said everything is stages
Reading my book, burning pages
Wanna blame the seasons changing
But they not changing, and I'm not changing

I got dreams, but I got no time
I hear Jesus at my door tonight
Can't let Him see me, I'll just go and hide
I'm too scared of what we gon' find
Cross my T's and black out both eyes
All my seasons look like one night
All my deeds can't make one wrong right
Can't grow wings, so that just won't fly

Close up, I'm tore up, but no way
If I can sew it up, maybe You'll love me
Hold up, let me grow up
And then show up when I'm someone
And I bet You'll love me
(This is what it's like to grow wings)

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