"I Still Do" lyrics

When I was young
Knew I couldn't change
I told all my friends
Some left and some stayed
I fell in love
And he broke my heart
Said I was too much
Too soft and too scarred

Changing, rearranging all the pieces for someone else
It's messed up tryna buy love, but I can't fucking help myself

Why can't you just
Want me, need me
Say you'll never let go
Beg me, choose me
Won't you pull me in close
I'm sick of chasing
It kills me the way that I need you
But I still do

I'll shave my head
Feel more like a man
I'll lower my voice
I do what I can
To make you impressed
To think that I'm chill
Hoping that you care
But you never will

When I'm changing, rearranging all the pieces for someone else
Oh, and it's messed up tryna buy love, but I can't fucking help myself

Why can't you just
Want me, need me
Say you'll never let go
Beg me, choose me
Won't you pull me in close
I'm sick of chasing
It kills me the way that I need you
But I still do

I still do
I still do
I still do
I still do
I still do
I still do

It's so insane that when I'm turning thirty
I still feel pathetic, feel so undeserving
Like you'll run away when you pull back the curtain and see

Will you
Want me, need me
Say you'll never let go
Beg me, choose me
Won't you pull me in close
I'm sick of chasing
It kills me the way that I need you
But I still do