"Little Distractions" lyrics

I don't wanna think about that thing I said or what I did
I'm sure I'm sorry, sure that I regret it
Wonder if my friends can tell that lately I'm not doing well
Between my head and heart it's Armageddon

But I
I'm killing myself, killing myself slowly
I
I do it so well

Little distractions, they happen
My ex in my bed, I'm only obsessed till I have it
God dammit, a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends
It's a tactic, but the fact is
When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage
A little distraction
A little distraction

Kinda wish I never took that little hit
The catalyst that night was the beginning of the ending
And every time I say I'll quit, I'm lying just a little bit
Yeah, I just wish for once I really meant it
I really meant it

'Cause I
I'm killing myself, killing myself knowing
I
I do it so well

Little distractions, they happen
My ex in my bed, I'm only obsessed till I have it
God dammit, a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends
It's a tactic, but the fact is
When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage
A little distraction

A little distraction, a little destruction
A little bit desperate, a little dysfunction
A little bit distant, a little bit
A little bit
A little bit anxious, a little bit angry
A little bit always trying to blame me
A little bit happy, a little bit
But just a little bit

Little distractions, reactions
I'm trying my best, but still I'm upset with my habits
God dammit, got a joint in my hand, I'm ghosting my friends
It's a tactic, but the fact is
When it's all said and done, getting numb is a bandage
A little distraction