"Grief" lyrics
I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
Yeah, I know that it's comin' I take it day by day
You ask me how I'm feelin' don't know what to say
Sometimes I isolate and I just sit and pray
Like maybe God can help me try to find a way
I'm askin' questions I already know the answer to
Like if you gone, will I step up, will I make it through?
Or will I drown myself in sorrow, go back to the booze?
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, swear this darkness always looms
I can't imagine what life would be like without you
I've known you since my first blessing so baby I been around you
You saved me when I was down, like no money can pay that value
The memories that we shared, I hold 'em close
'Cause without you I'm lost
I miss when you held me, tell me that I'll be okay
And tell me that you love me, I still feel your hand right on my back
It used to bug me, now I'd really kill for that again, it's really crushed me
And I know that you wouldn't want me to be sad right now
You're in a better place, got me feelin' selfish
You're in heaven now, I know it's a blessin'
But if God hears me, this is what I'd tell him
I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
Yeah, it's gettin' harder and harder to breathe
Don't got the stomach to eat, I'm feelin' so incomplete
Ones that you know, just a breeze
I need some kind of relief, pills used to numb me to sleep
Guess that I'ma settle for just throwin' my soul on the beat
And I'm so exhausted, had so many losses ever since you left
Every day I'm feelin' nauseous, eyes like a faucet, tears all on my crosses
I don't want the stress but there ain't a way to stop it
I know it's hard when you feel lost, like way too often
Just know that you'll be alright, they're watching from above, yeah
Yeah they know you'll be fine
I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
Yeah, I know that it's comin' I take it day by day
You ask me how I'm feelin' don't know what to say
Sometimes I isolate and I just sit and pray
Like maybe God can help me try to find a way
I'm askin' questions I already know the answer to
Like if you gone, will I step up, will I make it through?
Or will I drown myself in sorrow, go back to the booze?
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, swear this darkness always looms
I can't imagine what life would be like without you
I've known you since my first blessing so baby I been around you
You saved me when I was down, like no money can pay that value
The memories that we shared, I hold 'em close
'Cause without you I'm lost
I miss when you held me, tell me that I'll be okay
And tell me that you love me, I still feel your hand right on my back
It used to bug me, now I'd really kill for that again, it's really crushed me
And I know that you wouldn't want me to be sad right now
You're in a better place, got me feelin' selfish
You're in heaven now, I know it's a blessin'
But if God hears me, this is what I'd tell him
I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
Yeah, it's gettin' harder and harder to breathe
Don't got the stomach to eat, I'm feelin' so incomplete
Ones that you know, just a breeze
I need some kind of relief, pills used to numb me to sleep
Guess that I'ma settle for just throwin' my soul on the beat
And I'm so exhausted, had so many losses ever since you left
Every day I'm feelin' nauseous, eyes like a faucet, tears all on my crosses
I don't want the stress but there ain't a way to stop it
I know it's hard when you feel lost, like way too often
Just know that you'll be alright, they're watching from above, yeah
Yeah they know you'll be fine
I don't wanna lose another one, feelin' like this is too much
Yeah, one more day that's all I want, yeah, that's all I want
But life goes on and on, like all of my pain, yeah
On and on, want it out of my brain, yeah
On and on, carry all of my shame, yeah
On and on, on, on
