"Deep End" lyrics

[YoungBoy Never Broke Again:]
Every day I wake up, that's a brand-new story, carry out my plan
I done took my chance, from the top I die, if it's a long way down, I hope I land
God, I'm Your child, but in these streets, I can't be weak, so I'm a man
I can't be beat, so I'ma stand, I want my kids know who I am
All full of love, ain't had no parachute, from the mountaintop, I dive
And she knew I was exhausted from it all now
For you, ain't even about if I die

[Joyner Lucas:]
'Cause I got evil on my conscious, but I know that God is watching
But I gotta grind no matter the time 'cause I know when no one would do it for me
Earn my stripes like riding a bike, a nigga been doin' this shit in my sleep
And my motivation I get from my kids, if there was no them, then who would I be?
Who would you bump if there wasn't no me?
What is Gen-Z if there ain't no YB?
I thank God for the music, I know if it wasn't for that, then I'd probably be stuck in a cell
I know a few niggas who should've been home, but caught up and now they all sittin' in jail
Yeah, I had me some bitches I thought really loved me until I found out that the shit wasn't real
Fuck it, I guess I'ma sit in the field
Count up this money and stick to myself
Ain't no discussion, all of the bullshit got me muggin'
I don't gotta say forgive 'em, fuck it, I'm still gon' hold these grudges
I been searchin' for some guidance, prayin' The Lord'll show me somethin'
Maybe therapy'll fix it, make me different, if it doesn't, well then fuck it

I'll be jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end
I been fallin' for no reason
I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Uh)
I been crashin' for no reason
And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Uh)
I-I been crashin' for no reason

I know my back against the wall, gotta stand up tall and hold my head
For them days ain't wanna wake up, but I turn my lows into some bread
And when niggas think that they know me 'cause of the shit that they done read (Uh)
How the fame make me feel lonely? I been livin' on the edge (Hey, hey, hey)
I been in my head and all I can think about is seein' you (Okay)
Told my bitch that I got faith if you got faith in me and you (Uh-huh)
But you know I'm starvin', baby, I ain't changin' me for you (Uh, uh)
I'ma fix myself for me, but I got things I need to do

[YoungBoy Never Broke Again:]
So if you come over, we can situate some things (Hey)
Come in, don't come closer, don't you run away from me
And she don't seem to see the shit you'd think (Yeah)
I love her, but don't trust her, not as far as I can see, oh, oh (Uh, uh)
God, You did Your one with me
Washed my clothes in the sink, now I'm the one that they wan' be, oh-oh, Slime
For the ones I love, lil ma they got backdoored
But I'm still strong and I'm thankful, I just had to hold on

[Joyner Lucas:]
Hope you know that I been jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end
I been fallin' for no reason
I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Uh)
I been crashin' for no reason
And it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end (Hey)
I-I been crashin' for no reason

Yeah, I say it's a long way down, I don't know if I'll survive
God gave me battles I don't know if I can fight
So I'm jumpin' off the deep end, off the deep end