"White Noise" lyrics

I've been
Breaking the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see

Look
Brain goin' on over drive, and I might be going nuts
They don't understand my mind
But I don't think no one does
Feelin' like my ankles tied, my legs is going numb
I been down a million times
But I won't be slowin' up
And now I'm divin', right off the deep end
What am I thinkin'?
What is the reason?
Laying in bed, I'm closing my eyes
I'm staying awake and stare at the ceiling
Scrollin' on my phone and look at TV
Keeping myself from falling asleep
It's way too quiet, put on the fan and gimme some noise to quiet the demons (uh, uh)

My ADHD poppin' out
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice
Voices in my head, but it's my voice
Gotta drown it out with some white noise
Yeah

Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice
Try to block it out but it's my voice
Gotta drown it out with some white noise
Yeah

I've been
Breakin' the night, can't sleep
Rain tappin' all on my windows
But them sounds make peace
Why do I love this white noise from my fuckin' AC?
It'll distract me from the void and the things I can't see (yuh)

Some nights when I'm by myself, I start to daydream
Tryna think of something else, hopin' that can save me
Wanna get some therapy, maybe that'll change me
If you ever felt like me
Maybe I ain't crazy
And I wanna drive right up off this cliff when I just get so distracted
Can't get in my vibe with a night like this, I just don't know what happenin'
Wanna take some meds but I know that shit bout to have my soul adapted
I get in my head, and then see some shit you prolly won't imagine (won't imagine) (uh)

My ADHD poppin' out
If I crank the system up, I hope the beat get louder now
My thoughts, too loud
Hope the speakers drown it out
Brain goin' a thousand miles a minute, I ain't stoppin' now

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice
Voices in my head, but it's my voice
Gotta drown it out with some white noise
Yeah

Said it's way too late to hallucinate, it ain't my choice
Try to block it out but it's my voice
Gotta drown it out with some white noise
Yeah

Said it's way too late, and I can't think straight, it ain't my choice
Voices in my head, but it's my voice
Gotta drown it out with some white noise
Yeah