"Crawl (Caleb's Song)" lyrics

Am I paying for sins
From a life that I forgot
A couple months since the end
And you're still in all my thoughts
I know I don't deserve it
But I want you to know me
As some other person
We both hate the old me
I try to be different
But I still end up lonely
I'm stuck at the bottom
There's nothing below me

When I can't get up
When I can't get up
Don't worry I won't call
And I'm losing blood
Like I lose everyone
It's probably all my fault
So is this what I get for living
Simply existing
Something is missing
Cause I can't get up
I just can't get up
Watch me crawl

Broke my fall on broken glass
Stuck in bed but can't relax
Sucker punch me in my face
Leave me lying on my back
Felt better when I wasn't even feeling
Keep breaking every time I'm try to heal it
Would you love me if I told you I was leaving
What's the point of breathing
If no one sees it

Dance on my grave
Dance on my grave

When I can't get up
When I can't get up
Don't worry I won't call
And I'm losing blood
Like I lose everyone
It's probably all my fault
So is this what I get for living
Simply existing
Something is missing
Cause I can't get up
I just can't get up
Watch me crawl

Crawl
Crawl
Crawl