"Clarity" lyrics

Go to Christ he my only therapy
He the only one who bring me clarity
Even I wasn't really there for me
Want my heart girl hold it carefully
Redemption for us both
I saw a side yean never ain't share wit me
And it just don't seem fair to me

Tryna kill the stress wit the amphetamines
You know well as I do that your best option to bet me
Ion go outside cause I'm scared of me
One the greatest living and I'm scared to be
I got wounds they can only stare at me
And I'm so sick of the Pharisees
I don't want pity or your charity
I saw God bleed you can't bare for me
Run to hell wide walking narrowly
And your word sweet like it's Sara Lee
And I keep looking at myself man in the mirror been so unsettling
What does God mean to a soul like me girl he mean everything
And my mama know what I'm carrying I rely on faith so heavily
And I sit on death door day an night so the thought only feeling heavenly
And we both way too attached you could try to run you could never sever me

Heart so cold might freeze up the summer
Price might change I go up the numbers
This God plan I can't run from ha
Yean ain't like me yean live in the tundra
Death gotta come I just can't summit
This yo chance you can't re run it
Fast on days I just couldn't stomach
I got bros in the trench right now
Didn't do school I took the rap route
Dnd cool ion check my phone
Me and my mic who putting me on
Meant that too I ain't checking my tone
Let me be just leave me alone
Cause you know Jx youn Tyrone
Keep on checking the seeds I've sown
Cause I guess hell first on the things I've grown

Go to Christ he my only therapy
He the only one who bring me clarity
Even l I wasn't really there for me
Want my heart girl hold it carefully
Redemption for us both
I saw a side yean never ain't share wit me
And it just don't seem fair to me