"Redeem" lyrics

I'm on a high rise right now counting up all my sin again
Can't go back n forth wit the beast the devil wanna be my friend again
I gotta pray for peace a side of me thuggin' I just want love to win

So much hurt I'm battling me I just just hope we build trust again
I gotta live in the spirit if I live flesh I'm knowing I'm bound to sin
I gotta pour in your cup I guess I know where my tears falling then
Bury me now I wanna be dead to my flesh I'm where my coffin is
I gotta admit my sins but I'll be real Ion know what's causing this
Cough drop for lil the black I'm smoking I'm honest yeah this what falling is
Who don't believe in me I been redeemed this year I'm calling it
I hada ask fam for my pape when I'm up just know I'm breaking em off
I hada fight my demons alone in the hotel God kept shaking em off
How much have I lost except my soul I just couldn't pay that cost
J not for the perfect J for the broken J for the ones who lost
I forgive my enemies but I won't forget I ain't letting you off
Truth is I don't quit simple as that if you wanna know my sauce
Youn love me for me I'm not mad look that's just your loss
I ain't never seen pride save a man woman that's just me being real

Redeem me I can't save myself
Ion blame you I own my hell
And I'm living off that ion gotta sell dope to pay my bills
I hold so much in when I let that out I make them feel
I gotta say my truth I'm saved but I ain't never say I'm healed
Too much pain wanna feel something different
I'm not low I'm tryna get lifted

I'm on a high rise right now counting up all my sin again
Can't go back n forth wit the beast the devil wanna be my friend again
I gotta pray for peace a side of me thuggin' I just want love to win