"loaded gun" lyrics

Baby, it's so hard to think
It took this long to leave you behind
And it was all too much for me
But honestly, I tried
You're telling everyone I'm a drama queen
Is it wrong for me to cry?
Cause if I did the same thing
Would you still be alive?

Safety's not on, it's a hell of a warning
You don't even notice the damage you're leaving
Strapped to a bomb, self-destruct when I'm gone, I'm gone

Walk in love with a loaded gun
Shoot me once, is that enough?
Out of love
Told you once, I said we're done
Had to run away to understand
Walk in love with a loaded gun
Shoot me once, is that enough?
Out of love
Told you once, I said we're done
Had to run away to understand

If I'm a drama queen, then you're the king
Repressin' all the shit you don't want anyone to see
You're lyin' to yourself, you're not lyin' to me
You lie in your bed, then you cry in your sleep
I know you liked me more at seventeen
The less I know the better 'cause you like 'em more naïve
Pretend to be somebody else you're wishing you could be
And told me you'll get better, never went to therapy
Mmm

My PTSD, what a hell of a trigger
You talk like a saint, but you act like a sinner
You're twenty-seven and can't handle your liquor, that's sad
Walking in love, that's a hell of a line
You say that enough to believe in your lies
You and I know it's a matter of time, of time, time

Walk in love with a loaded gun
Shoot me once, is that enough?
Out of love
Told you once, I said we're done
Had to run away to understand
Walk in love with a loaded gun
Shoot me once, is that enough?
Out of love
Told you once, I said we're done
Had to run away to understand

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