"near death" lyrics

I was so high
Under lights when she saw me
She told me you passed out
Outside of the party

But I was too faded
You're someone I hated
But I couldn't sleep
Your blood-covered body

You told me you're sorry
Why couldn't you tell me
Last time that you saw me
Tell me you're afraid

Did you see the devil's face
Could it be
You were near death
That's why you said
What you said
Was it all part of your plan
For me to come back again

I can't believe any words
Someone tells me
Cause I can't even trust myself
To protect me

But I am not afraid
To see the devil's face
Cause everything I did
I did for you (you)
And everything I said
Was fucking true (true)
And every time we'd fight
I'd fight for you (you)
But every time I love I lose
And I lost you

You were near death
That's why you said
What you said
Was it all part of your plan
For me to come back again

You were near death
That's why you said
What you said
Was it all part of your plan
For me to come back again