"Slower Forms Of Suicide" lyrics

I wish that you'd stop smoking
I don't like the smell of cigarettes
I watched you throw out a pack and then go dig in the trash
That's when I knew you'd never quit

Big brother is always watching
And I'll teach you just like he taught me

Brownies and blue pop
Your white lighter dropped, we didn't stop
I could've told you but I didn't
Like the lessons that he hath given

How can you justify the slowest form of suicide?
As you choke on smoke and drink yourself dry

We can be so much more together
You're so indecisive, but I've already decided

You wish your brother was still here
You don't like the people in your life, right?
But you've had something special since the day that I met you
That's why I'm taking my time

Our big brother is always watching us
He taught us patience, love, and real trust

You're the yellow sun drawn in the corner
The puzzle piece behind the couch I haven't forgotten about
Our time is counting down
Come out, come out, come out
Four, three, two, one
The only won, my trophy scars
Too blind to see the broken Basquiat I framed
Hanged in the museum of my memory
And probably becomes destiny

We can be so much more together, however
You're so indecisive, but I've already decided
Forever in feathers strewn from a guardian angel blighted
Lying hurts, but the truth is worse

The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong

And you can't do wrong in my eyes, so close to perfect in my mind
But the cigarette smoke reminds me of the tire smoke
Reminds me of the bark, how it scratched
Reminds me to stop breathing so heavy
He can see, he's coming for me
One missed call, one new message, ignore it
I want to go home