"When I Say" lyrics

Runaway train of thought
And not a single break in sight
I still smell the smoke thick on my clothes
From last night

And what if they can trace my steps too
My sneakers are white that's not hard to find
I seen it on forensic files one time
That puts me right at the scene of the crime

I need a straighter story, not too boring, who was home before me? Fuck
And plus my long black hair and green shirt
OMG they can definitely find me

You know they got cameras everywhere
I don't wanna see those red and blues shining
And it's really not that hard to find me

Please believe me when I say
I'd rather be anywhere else that day
Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth
And I don't know what to do

Good dude, bad night, right place, wrong time
In the blink of an eye, his whole life changed

Lose/lose situation, hesitation, realization makes me sick to my stomach
And I really really really don't want this

Please believe me when I say
I'd rather be anywhere else that day
Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth
And I don't know what to do

I can't fake tough, so I'll fake sick
I can't change the past, I can only face it

The bliss of ignorance
The white thermometer, the boiling water
I'll do anything to get out of this

Sometimes I hide on Kelly Drive
It's the only place that I feel safe

Please believe me when I say
I'd rather be anywhere else that day
Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth
And I don't know what to do

Please believe me when I say
I'd rather be anywhere else that day
Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth
And I don't know....