"Losing" lyrics

I don't know who to blame
Is it me, is it you?
Showed my cards, dangerous game
Now all we have is the truth

And I got a lot of anger
But I don't know where to put it
It's been making me feel bad
Like there's something wrong I'm doing
Now I'm pacing back and forth
Feeling like a fucking idiot
Do you think I like this feeling?
Like it's all just for the thrill of it?
And I don't wanna make excuses
'Cause you know I put my heart in
But believing in myself is getting so fucking exhausting
I'm so tired of this fight
I didn't even choose it
If I get everything I want
There's always something that I'm losing

I don't know who to blame
Is it me, is it you?