"Abandoned" lyrics

I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned
I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned

Give me my time back, give me what's mine back, well just give it up
Well just give me something and a little of what I had
Give me all of your love

I lie alone and stay up all of the night
I write letters and hope that I'm not right
I need a break to see the sun
This white cloud I'm underneath is no fun
This is a headache I cannot fix with pills
An addiction that I can't check into deal with
I scratch my bleeding head, cross my fingers till I'm dead

I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned
I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned

Wish I could dream you're here right by my side
Asked you a question you never replied
Stare at the ceiling and count sheep to get through the night
I pretend that I'm filled with hate but really it's hurt
Nothing reminds me as good as your love
Why am I being so god damn dramatic?

I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned
I feel abandoned by you
I feel abandoned

Give me my time back
Give me what's mine back, just give it up
Well just give me something and a little of what I had
Give me all of your love

I can't see the end of this
Is there a plant growing in the dirt?
It's hard to feel any happiness when everyone is hurt

I feel abandoned

Look at the ocean
A crashing wave
Black thick water rising is coming to take me away
Deep in the forest, it's clawing at me in my dreams
Grip onto reality but wake up with mud on my feet