"Horsie" lyrics

Blue velvet curtains, why do you judge me?
Remind me of all that all that I can't be?
Barefoot and tiptoe straight to the toilet
Think of my nightmares, they've been bad lately

You are not here
You are not
You are not here
You are not

I'm driving to the mountains to see snow
Crying in the car park of a Home Depot
Sunset lights the sky up, neon glow
And you don't even know

My head is cloudy, feels like a fog
Make up my bedroom, what is the point though?
Lean on the staircase, daydream for hours
Maybe at night I'll creep through the house

You are not here
You are not
You are not here
You are not

I'm driving to the mountains to see snow
Crying in the car park of a Home Depot
Sunset lights the sky up, neon glow
And you don't even know

I'm swimming in the ocean to feel cold
Eating supermarket sushi all alone
Sunset lights the sky up, neon glow
And you don't even know

I'm camping in the desert under stars
Sleeping in a pair of your old boxer shorts
Sunset lights the sky up, neon glow
And you don't even know