"Blend In" lyrics

I'm trying so hard
To be who you want
I bought all the clothes
I almost went blonde
I do what you say
It's never too much
I wanna blend in
Will that be enough

I never thought that I'd go to parties
Passing the new gossip off onto Audrey
But you said the word so I went
I'll do anything to impress you
Try using makeup to hide what I look like
Spent the whole day just for it not to look right
If that's what makes us more close
I'd drop everything, hope that you know

I'm trying so hard
To be who you want
I bought all the clothes
I almost went blonde
I do what you say
It's never too much
I wanna blend in
Will that be enough

I'll paint my nails
And I'll cut my hair
I'll hide the truth
And I'll do the dares
I'll change my plans
And I'll learn to lie
I'll give my all
So you'll invite me
So that you'll see me
And I hope that you
Don't think I'm needy
I'm not misguided
It's just politeness
I'll change who I am
Until you like it

I'm trying so hard
To be who you want
I wanna blend in
I wanna feel loved