"Operator" lyrics

I wrote it down in secret
Hoping you would read it
And find out just how hopeless I can be
I'm done reasoning with killers
Dragging every river
Looking for the corpse of who I want to be

I know
But please don't go I need
Someone to see me

Operator
I can wait
And I don't care if I get through
Am I dying
Is this fine or
Am I only 22

I don't wanna make do
I don't wanna hate you
But I do

I don't know how to feel it
Without somebody seeing
And God knows I got all the eyes I need
I'm more than just a frightened
Dinosaur at night and
Cowering behind a holy murder scene

I know
I'm alone but see
I ain't bleeding

Operator
I can wait
And I don't care if I get through
Don't believe me
I been leaving
Since the day I noticed you

I don't wanna make do
I don't wanna hate you
But I do

Operator
I can wait
And I don't care if I get through
Don't believe me
I been leaving
Since the day I noticed you

I don't wanna make do
I don't wanna hate you
But I do