"Tourniquet" lyrics

I don't know why but I'm tired
Spending all day reading my mind
Spat out and holding my teeth
Back in LA wasting my time

I don't know, I don't go
Out in the night anymore
I get bored of the moon
You go first, I get worse
I felt like I could just tear
I got scared you would too

But I'd die to lay beside you
No one can wait like I do
I kinda hate my life how about you?
But I've kinda made it now I found you

Now looking back I get sick
That I might've missed a minute of us
Watching you read, talking shit
Reading your lips, stare at the sun

Don't despair, we got there
Didn't we darling
I'd sing for you but you wouldn't care

But I'd die to lay beside you
No one can waste like I do
I kinda hate my life how about you?
But I've kinda made it now I found you

Oh I'll bark and I'll bite and I'll claw my way home
Oh I know what it's like to be young and alone
Oh I've hated near half of myself for so long
That I can't find the rest of me

I'd die to lay beside you
No one can wait like I do
I kinda hate my life how about you?
I've kinda made it now I found you