"Down" lyrics

I can't tell what I'm looking for
Can't tell what I cannot see
Can't tell what I'm running towards
Or who I wanna be

How fast will the curtain fall
How long can I chase my dream
How much can a man afford
To test reality?

What have I gained in the long run?
When will I be more than I want?
Why am I down on the way up?
I got you, but if I've got you then why don't I still have enough?

Why don't I still have enough?
Maybe that's the question I don't ask enough
Why don't I still have enough?
If I got you then why don't I still have enough?

Never done, watch me run
Measure up, everyone
Clock ticking, locked again
Going numb, holding on

Am I a vision of hell or under a spell?
Addicted to whatever's real or not
Whatever's real or not

What have I gained in the long run?
When will I be more than I want?
Why am I down on the way up?
I got you, but if I've got you then why don't I still have enough?

Why don't I still have enough?
Maybe that's the question I don't ask enough
Why don't I still have enough?
If I got you then why don't I still have enough?