"Joy" lyrics

Waiting for the weight to wake me up from waiting
Do I mean it when I'm praying just to pray to see you move the mountains somehow?
I don't want another way to move among the mirrors I'm protecting
And I'm really never claiming all the grace it takes to make a way with you out
I'm giving in
I'm giving in

Standing in a river of my second guesses
Don't believe it when I'm praying to afraid to pray you'll stir the water somehow
Never really been okay to move among the whispers, never resting
Is there any other way to make the space it takes to break away with you now
I'm giving in
I'm ready to backdown

I'm giving in
I'm giving in
I'm ready to back down
I'm giving in
Never looking back now

I miss the moss bed
That cradled my head
Beneath the dancing trees and sunlight
My secret hideout
My little kingdom
Where all the world was beautiful and warm
Safe and warm

You're the only Magic living in my memories
Majesty imagine what I see - to worship you now
Rising in the rush, you pick me up and hold me
Hallelujah, Hallelujah, holy moments with you
I'm settling down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down

Every moment I playback
You live in it
I can feel every way that
You've been in it
Every moment I playback
You live in it
I can feel every way that
You've been in it

You're the voice of the mystery, I'm listening
You're the face of forgiveness, I'm taken in
You're the eyes of commitment, I'm giving in
You're the joy of the joy that I'm living in

Down in my heart
Down in my heart (My joy again)
Down in my heart to stay
(My joy within)
Down in my heart
Down in my heart (My joy)

Down in my heart
Down in my heart
Down in my heart to stay

Down in my heart
Down in my heart (My joy again)
Down in my heart to stay