"Hate My Guts" lyrics

In bed without you
I'm wide awake
Try to just forget I found you
And then how I pushed you away
Oh my God, was I insane?
You had everything that I ever wanted
But now I'm checking off the boxes in our old apartment
While I'm packing my things
I just got to pour a drink to help me
'Cause love kind of sucks

Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down, crashing in the ground
Maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here
And I just can't believe you're gone
But the beat goes on and on

Riddled with anxiety looking over my shoulder
We were out of luck, out of four leaf clover
Looking for the answers, tryna find some closure (Aye)
But I ain't getting any closer
People say to never walk around but we do
We never talk about it like the problem is see thru
I wonder if I'm better off if I didn't mean you, no
I don't wanna need you, girl
I know that this is all my fault
But who would have thought I'd miss you this long
Singing this song but you never call
Love kind of sucks

Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all
Old ups come down, crashing in the ground
Maybe that's what happens when I run my mouth
Take a look around and you're not here
And I just can't believe you're gone
But the beat goes on and on

Love kind of sucks
Pretty messed up
Guess I didn't know that it would hurt this much
Really never thought you'd ever hate my guts after all