"Porch Lights" lyrics

If I'm being honest
I don't really want to be a part of whatever you call this
I'm pretty exhausted
If I ever felt anything at all, then I guess that I lost it
I guess that I lost it
So don't wait up for me
'Cause I'm not coming over
The only time we talk is so messed up
And I'm so sober
Don't need company
'Cause I'd rather be lonely
Then have to deal with what you do to me

I don't wanna play right now
I don't wanna play right now
Why do you always gotta play games?
Somehow you're pulling me forward then pushing me back
Taking my heart to break it so bad
No, I don't wanna wait no more
Watch you runaway in and out that door
You look me in the face and say that I'm yours when I'm not
So don't leave the front porch lights on

Can I be real now
I don't wanna go another day tryna fake how I feel now
'Cause I hate it how you spin me round and round in these circles
And that never seem to end
You don't really need me
You're just playing pretend
We both know we're terrible for each other
Friends not sure but we can never be lovers
And I been thinking about the nights
I ain't take my own advice, I've been thing about the time I wasted
So why you sleeping around
Give me one good reason I should save this

I don't wanna play right now
I don't wanna play right now
Why do you always gotta play games?
Somehow you're pulling me forward then pushing me back
Taking my heart to break it so bad
No, I don't wanna wait no more
Watch you runaway in and out that door
You look me in the face and say that I'm yours, when I'm not
So don't leave the front porch lights on

I don't wanna play right now
I think I'm better off without you
I don't wanna play right now (Now, now)
And I don't wanna play (Play, play)

I don't wanna play right now
I don't wanna play right now
Why do you always gotta play games?
Somehow you're pulling me forward then pushing me back
Taking my heart to break it so bad
No, I don't wanna wait no more
Watch you runaway in and out that door
You look me in the face and say that I'm yours when I'm not
So don't leave the front porch lights on