"Curtains" lyrics
(feat. SOLOMON)
Sometimes I, sometimes I'ma feel I love you
Sometimes I'ma feel like fuck you
Sometimes I, sometimes I get lost in ego
I don't recognise what love do
I hate those, uh, nights where I can't take back words
Didn't know how to end that convo
I hate those, uh, mistakes made but I can't change those
True colours do not mean rainbows
I think about loving you unconditionally
I'm not invincible, I'm scared to see that version of me
I'm not dismissing you, the truth is I never want you to leave
Only commit to you enough for you to give me a piece
'Til you peace out, I double back, back to the street
In the meantime, pieces of me, moment's relief that was empty
Glass half full, lipstick stains, Fenty
Rushing the feels, nothing feel better than that entry
Uh, slide to the side then slide up in it when I'm restless
I get the feeling you moving on and now I'm pensive
Jealousy hits, double the standard, I'm defensive
Think of the words I should've said but never mentioned
Gave me the cake and I just did what was expected
Damn
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to talk to
Sometimes I just didn't want to
Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to fall on
The only one I knew I could call on
Sometimes you, felt like I took you for granted
But still stuck around through the hardship
I never understood how you did it, but you did it with no complaints
Showed me how to love you with no restraints
I hate that, I hate that I hold onto trauma
Twinning with the traits that I got from my father
Pace up and down while I bicker with karma
Coulda let my guard down but that feeling alarming
I never have the words when you ask me
But over instrumental my heart bleeds
So, if you ever hear this just call me
If you ever hear this know
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Won't let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
You try so hard to forget
You don't actually remember how many times we've met before
The party will continue even if we don't
Let go (can we start again?)
Lately we've been less than friendly
Can we just pretend?
You're more than a distant memory
If the universe has a plan for us
Let's be real for once
Let's lean into us
Sometimes I'ma feel like fuck you
Sometimes I, sometimes I get lost in ego
I don't recognise what love do
I hate those, uh, nights where I can't take back words
Didn't know how to end that convo
I hate those, uh, mistakes made but I can't change those
True colours do not mean rainbows
I think about loving you unconditionally
I'm not invincible, I'm scared to see that version of me
I'm not dismissing you, the truth is I never want you to leave
Only commit to you enough for you to give me a piece
'Til you peace out, I double back, back to the street
In the meantime, pieces of me, moment's relief that was empty
Glass half full, lipstick stains, Fenty
Rushing the feels, nothing feel better than that entry
Uh, slide to the side then slide up in it when I'm restless
I get the feeling you moving on and now I'm pensive
Jealousy hits, double the standard, I'm defensive
Think of the words I should've said but never mentioned
Gave me the cake and I just did what was expected
Damn
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to talk to
Sometimes I just didn't want to
Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to fall on
The only one I knew I could call on
Sometimes you, felt like I took you for granted
But still stuck around through the hardship
I never understood how you did it, but you did it with no complaints
Showed me how to love you with no restraints
I hate that, I hate that I hold onto trauma
Twinning with the traits that I got from my father
Pace up and down while I bicker with karma
Coulda let my guard down but that feeling alarming
I never have the words when you ask me
But over instrumental my heart bleeds
So, if you ever hear this just call me
If you ever hear this know
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
I know my feelings are certain
But I don't see how this is working
'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain
Won't let you in and let you down
Let you down, let you down
You try so hard to forget
You don't actually remember how many times we've met before
The party will continue even if we don't
Let go (can we start again?)
Lately we've been less than friendly
Can we just pretend?
You're more than a distant memory
If the universe has a plan for us
Let's be real for once
Let's lean into us
