"Life Of The Party" lyrics

I just spent a rack on therapy, the retail kind
Kind-hearted back when I started, but that changes with time
Melanated the bezel, so we both look alike
Solving problems with money like I'm cool with the price
My little one just turned four, he look just like me
His mama pray he don't grow up and act just like me
Push his feelings to the back like me, I agree
I can never let his troubles be reflections of me
I just spent a band on a babe, I don't remember her name
Nameless faces, stainless pillowcase
Maybe I fell in love with love and got addicted to
I've been back and forth with karma more times than my ex
I live in fear of all the startin' again and again
I don't know who to trust, I got too many friends
I live in fear of all the startin' again and again
I don't know who to trust, I got too many friends

Being the life of the party
Being the life of the party
(Now let me see your hands high)
I know that good weed, good wine
But I've been losing my mind
Oh, it's like I know everybody
But I stumble and try
(Let me see, now let me see your hands high)
I'm having me a good time, good time
But it's starting to harm me
Being the life of the party

I need Patrón over Casamigos
My amigos got egos, I'm tryna feed my people
A couple bitches in my section wearing something see-through
Taking trips to the back for something less than legal
Lady, who am I to judge? There's nothing I could teach you
Better live your movie now, you might not get a sequel
Balance on empty bottle service keep me bottled up
Digging deeper than cemeteries, tryna live it up
I know pain, I know God, I know people stuck in prison cycle
Stuck in a loop, start to feel like repetition
In the dark, indecision, I got used to people switching
Cut 'em off at the roof, I got good with the precision
I need peace, I got war, I got love, wanted more
Did the most, got the least, still alive, pop the cork
I live in fear of all the startin' again and again
I don't know who to trust, I got too many friends

Being the life of the party
Being the life of the party
(Now let me see your hands high)
I know that good weed, good wine
But I've been losing my mind
Oh, it's like I know everybody
But I stumble and try
(Let me see, now let me see your hands high)
I'm having me a good time, good time
But it's starting to harm me
Being the life of the party