"Dear Diary" lyrics

My heart starts pounding out my chest, out my chest
I feel it every time I read your text, read your text
Your spotlight's burning out give it a rest
So obsessed
Had a shot, but too bad you missed

I can't believe I used to wanna kiss your lips
But the texture of them changed, after what you did
Hitting up my friends
Why do you pretend like you didn't?
So where do I begin...?

Dear Diary, He's playing tricks with my head
I better write this down, so that I never forget
Dear Diary, He'll leave my heart in a mess
He did it once before, and he'll do it again

This chapters called "Where I Went Wrong", I went wrong
Thinking I could trust you, that's my fault, that's my fault
And you can say you're sorry all you want, all you want
But you're only sorry you got caught

I can't believe I used to wanna kiss your lips
But the texture of them changed, after what you did
Hitting up my friends
Why do you pretend like you didn't?
So where do I begin...?

Dear Diary, He's playing tricks with my head
I better write this down, so that I never forget
Dear Diary, He'll leave my heart in a mess
He did it once before, and he'll do it again

My heart starts pounding
Woah
I feel it every time
Oh, ooh