"For Myself" lyrics

I can never lie to you even if I never tell the truth
I will always hide from me, so you never get to see me lose
And I will always strive for you even if I never ever choose

And I won't let you go even if I'm always pushin' you away
I never check the tag for it even though I know I have to pay
And I tell you to leave when I know that I want you right here to
Do whatever feels right to you, I'ma cry for myself
But you don't need to lie to me, I'm already lyin' to myself
So do whatever's right for you, I'ma go and try for myself

I can tell it's fine to you even if you swore it wouldn't be
You don't care I'm blind anymore, though you told me I couldn't see
But you don't really mind 'cause you understood the blame is all on me

And I won't let you go even if I'm always pushing you away
I never check the tag for it even though I know I have to pay
And I tell you to leave when I know that I want you right here to
Do whatever feels right to you, I'ma cry for myself
But you don't need to lie to me, I'm already lyin' to myself
So do whatever's right for you, I'ma go and try for myself