"Vicious" lyrics

I might have to ask for forgiveness
But the time that I'm in had me feelin' quite vicious
I had a dream, you weren't in it
Been a long time since wakin' up, 'cause it's a sickness

So now it comes down to see what I'm about to see
If the talk in my head is something that'll finally come out, guess not though
Still, I won't let none of you bums take me out of my spot though
And I'm movin' way too fast, why don't you go act like a speed bump?
Like my Corsa is made to crash, and I tell you I'm a product of what they told me I'm supposed to be
My view is a product of what they told me I'm supposed to see
And that's the reason why I don't really feel that close to me
But maybe that's who I chose to be

I might have to ask for forgiveness
But I can't treat my life like some part of a wish list
So I want to live unpredicted
Been a long time since wakin' up, 'cause it's a sickness

So now it comes down to see what I'm about to see
If the talk in my head is something that'll finally come out, guess not though
Still, I won't let none of you bums take me out of my spot though
And I'm movin' way too fast, why don't you go act like a speed bump?
Like my Corsa is made to crash, and I tell you I'm a product of what they told me I'm supposed to be
My view is a product of what they told me I'm supposed to see, ah
And that's the reason why I don't really feel that close to me
But maybe that's who I chose to be

I might have to apologize
If you have trouble to recognize me as the person I've been all the time
Yeah, I'm able to empathize that it is something you're struggling with, because, baby, guess what, so am I
Und wenn nur noch die Worte beständig sind, werden die Bilder und die ganze Welt drum herum furchtbar klein

But I guess it's okay, because everything is just a product of what they told me I'm supposed to be
My view is a product of what they told me I'm supposed to see
And that's the reason why I don't really feel like close to me